this one came right out of all the reflection and contemplation i did while i was stuck at home with covid.
after being out of the corporate grind for a few months, i was able to see more clearly why it made me so miserable.
i’d been focused on the surface-level things. the boring meetings, the pointless bureaucracy, the struggle to find the energy to make music at the end of the day.
but there was something deeper to it all. in the business world, logical thinking is king. it’s how decisions are justified and made.
and this was a bad vibe for me.
there’s a spiritual, emotional stillness i’ve been moving towards lately. and it just feels like a warmer, happier way of existing.